Thanks, and thank you for the info about the whole wisdom teeth thing I've been really nervous about it!  But it doesn't sound too bad.  It must be exciting to be able to see your father since it's been so long!  And to go to the Dominican Republic is an added bonus.  I hope you guys will have a nice visit.  The whole growing up thing, gosh it's so crazy.  It's like one day you wake and realize 'I'm not a kid anymore, but how can that be?'  I remember adulthood seeming so far away too, and longing for it.  Now that it's here I want it to go away lol.  But anyway sorry this is so long lol and GOOD LUCK!!

~Tons of love

It's very nice to hear from you!  Glad things are going good and congrats on the weight loss :)  Things have been so so for me but with school and a new job coming up I will be pretty busy!  Which is good because I'm still trying to lose weight also lol.  Well, hope you have a fun time in the Dominican Republic...it's cool you get to go there!

~Tons of love

That's so awesome about losing weight, it feels sooo good to lose!  Glad you enjoyed church :)

~Tons of love

Thanx for the note! That's good to know it most likely is a phase, Tyler's shyness coz he was always so confident before and loved meeting new people so I'm glad this will probably pass. I just sent you an email today. So sorry it took me so long. I haven't been able to get on the internet much lately. Sorry. Makes me happy to read that you're happy!  Congrats on the weight loss! I'm so proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am also SO f***in proud of you for cutting off all ties with EJ! WAY TO GO!!!!!!!!!! That made me so f***in happy!!!!!!!! You're so incredibly strong! I'M JUST SO PROUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hehe I don't mind if you skim, heck you don't even have to do that lol.  Hope your ac gets fixed soon, ugh I do not like hot weather!  You are gorgeous!!

~Tons of love

It is coooooold here (winter, atm) and this weather makes me GAIN weight!  Hot chocolate, soups, stews, BREAD... arrrgh.  Although, in Summer it's ice cream and stuff.... I can't win, lol.  
MEN!! They are so.... infuriating.  One of my friend's always says "Can't live with 'em, can't shoot 'em and bury them in the back yard..."  
I love your tat, by the way, very cute. 

OW!!  Having wisdoms out is really, really sore.  When I had mine out I had an allergy to the penicillin they gave me as well- not pretty!!!

Hope you feel better!

Welcome back :)  So glad you are feeling better!  I'll probably have to have my wisdom teeth pulled out too here pretty soon.  I've been avoiding it though because I'm terrified of going to the dentist.  Sooner or later...preferably later!

~Tons of love

[imadreamer77]

I hope you feel better soon.

~Tons of love

Oh tell me about it, like yesterday i've been eating like a cow -.-
It makes me feel so fat lol
and today i had royal chicken at burger king, it's been 4 hours since i ate and i feel like i ate just now, too much fat :/

But eat healthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dee.

Ps. how old are you?

Thanks :)  Glad everything's going good for ya!

~Tons of love

Thank you so much :)  It makes me feel better to know I at least have wonderful friends on MDD.  It hurts, but I know it's for the best.

~Tons of love

Aww thanx! You're so sweet!!  I could never forget you either!!!! I'm so sorry about the argument with your friend but I'm glad you're making up and gonna hang out!! That's great!!!! Makes me happy that you're feeling better  Aww I'm so sorry for making you cry that time we argued but that's really sweet you said it means I'm special. You're extra special too then coz I also cried when we fell out! It makes me sad to think of all that time we wasted not speaking. Makes me feel kind of silly now  I'm sorry about that. What are your pills? Some kind of weight loss pills? Glad you're doing good. So proud of you!!! What are water pills for??? I haven't vbeen exercising either although I really should. I'm just always too tired or never get time coz I'm always so busy with Tyler or going out places. Thanx for the congrats and don't worry, I'm gonna be sending loads of pictures to everyone I know! Hehe! I would so LOVE to be penpals!!!! I'll leave another comment in a minute with my email addy and then when you give me your email addy, I'll email you my address! Yeah my book is finsihed again now! I'm gonna start sending it off to publishers again, I just gotta write a book review thingy coz some publishers only accept your book if you have a book review, which is a like a list of the chapters and whats in them incase you didn't know. Aww thanx, I'll be sure to let you know when it's being published so you can read it. Thanx loads!! That's so cool you got your nipple pierced!! Bet that hurt!!! Lol. Well I better go now coz Tylers woken up. Take care, love you lots! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Maddy! Glad to see you're back!! I missed you!! I was beginning to think you'd forgotten about little old me! Lol. Thanx for your condolences about my auntie and for what you said. You give me strength  Yeah you remembered right, I am 5'4"! How cool is that you remembered my height! Hehe! I'm sorry for making you feel huge. Don't feel huge like an elepephant coz you're so not. I think I just see myself a lot fatter than what everybody sees me because I have an illness (body dysmorphic disorder) that makes me see myself that way... Congrats on losing 8 pounds!! I'm proud of you!!!! So glad to hear you're doing things properly and in a healthy way! Good on ya girl! Thanx for the good luck! Yeah me and Jay still hope to marry in 09, if we can afford it that is... Your tattoo sounds so cool. I'm sorry about your friend. Have you spoken to her about how you feel? If you talk  about it maybe you'll be able to  sort things out and feel close to each other again. Hope things work out *hugs* Love you loads!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey,

i really liked your diary thing. but can i ask you something?

if you still love E.J. and only kinda like the other guy, what is so wrong about being with E.J. i meen, you said that E.J. is the only one that really understads you..so your pretty much implying that ur current BF doesnt. So why are you with him??? you most likely deserve someone better.   and just because things didnt work out in the past...doesnt meen that you cant fix them now!!!!!!!

thank you :-)

yeah it is harder than it seems. its easy 2 say ur gonna lose weight but its harder to ctually accomplish it. but im working on it and iv lost 3 or so sizes so far. im getting there verry verrrry slowly. lol.

good luck :-)

xoxo

Thanks for the comments :)  Yep I still kept ya on my favs.  Those are such cute tattoos, love them!

<3

Oh well done, my gpa is 3.2 now but i'm expecting 3.5 by the end of this semester... 3.62 is excellent here but 3.5 is very good so bleh :/ my uni can be idkkkk lol eh

What's you major btw? Mine is economics.

*Dee.*

It's been forevvver since you've updated, I missed ya!!  Glad you are doing well, so sorry about your mom though :(  Beautiful pics :D

<3

Hi Maddy! I missed you! Hows life going for you? What have you been up to? Is school going ok? Me and Jay are hoping to get married in summer 2009 so long as we can save up enough money!! Thanx so much for your support about my book! It means a lot and makes me happy!  Sorry this is short but I gotta get ready to take Tyler to the doctors. His eye infection came back again. Hope all is good with you. Missed you!!! Take care, love you loads, love Nessie xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey hun! How's you? Thanx so much for your notes. It meant a lot to me that you took the time to write out all those comments for me! Thank you! *big hugs!* Erm I dunno why you'd be mad at me, I just always assume that when people don't talk to me for a while coz I get paranoid  Thanks for the compliments on Tyler!  Thanx for the compliments about me aswell! Don't worry hun, you look great. You're prettier than me so you got nothing to complain about! That's so cool you got a personal trainer. I used to have one, he was kinda cute. Lol. Glad to hear you're feeling better about yourself  That makes me happy  THANK YOU for being proud of me!  That makes me feel great teehee!  You're so right about Tyler getting so big so fast. He's now the size of a 7 month old baby and wearing clothes that are age 6-9 months and he's only 4 months! Thanx for making me feel better about Jay letting that guy see Tyler with his nappy off. Yeah it kinda gets to me sometimes that I need beer so much but when me and Jay get our own place we are both making a new start and giving up drinking. Well that's the plan anyway. It aint gonna be easy  But I hardly drink these days now anyway. Yeah I'm so proud of my Tyler for being so brave  So what have you been up to lately? Is college going ok? Catering seems like a fun job to do. Sounds like hard work aswell though. Hope you manage to get some rest soon! I'm gonna go read the entry before this one. Take care hun and I love you loads *hugs n mwah* Love Nessie xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I miss you xxxx

Stress sucks.  I'm sorry you're so busy :[  I hope that you can get some peaceful rest from your chatoic schedule soon.

Tons of love to you--Mary

I'm so glad you're enjoying school!

xx

Hey, congrats on the weight loss!  It feels so good to lose weight.  I'm proud of ya :)  Thanks for your kind comments, I'm sorry I haven't been on here lately.  Talk to ya later :)

Love always--Mary

Thanx for making me feel better about the nappy changing thing. Cheers for the compliments  You're sick? Hope you feel better soon. I'm sorry about all this stuff with Billy. I think you did the right thing cutting all ties with him. Since he doesn't know what he wants, if you did get together, he'd probably just mess you around whether he meant to or not. It's a shame but I guess he just isn't the one for you. You'll be ok *hugs you* Take care, love you lots *huggles n kisses* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Maddy, thank you so much for your comment :)  I'm sorry it took me forever to get back to you!  I've been so busy!  It sounds like this guy is confused?  I dunno, but I wish you much luck with that :)  Hopefully he'll let go of his past hurt and learn to trust again.  Talk to ya later :)

<3Mary

Thanx!!!  Yeah Tylers lovely to cuddle and he loves his cuddles too. Sometimes he cries because he wants a cuddle from his mummy. He's so cute! I've been reading through your diary too. It was scary reading about when you got knocked out! Glad you was ok! Oh and I love your tattoos, they're so pretty! Love the pics of you, you're beautiful. I dont know why my pics from older entries disappear. It's strange! Aww yeah my boyfrends great the way he's helped me. I love him! Hehe. I guess I'll go edit my entry to write more now. I have to keep stopping for a bit, then adding more coz if I write it all in one go it seems to get deleted coz apparently I've been logged in too long so it logs me out! Grr. Take care *loadsa hugs n kisses back* Love you lots! Love Nessie XxXxXXxXxXxXX P.s. Thank you for giving our friendship another go

Thanx for the conpliments on my son!!!  I love him to pieces. Hehe. I'll be sure to remember to check old entries. Thanx! I'll leave you some comments on some of your old entries too. Hope your days been good? I'm sad because my gerbil had a stroke and died last night  Take care, love you loads! Love n hugs, Nessie xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Maddy!!!! Wow feels weird commenting you again, but good though! Hehe. So whatever happened to EJ? You're not together anymore? I will read the entries of yours I missed but I gotta go to bed soon but I will when I get a chance. I agree it's not good to care too much what others think. I hope Billy manages to get over his ex soon. Since nyou're both scared of getting hurt, if you do get together, just take things very, very slowly. Take care and best of luck with everything. Love you loads! Love Nessie xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Aww why is Miss Giggles crying??!!  Don't cry :[  What's wrong??  I'm always here if you need or want to talk to me.  I'll be saying a prayer for ya.  Love you!  Thank you so much for your comment.  I'm glad you got some cute belly rings!  My ear won't stop hurting!  I bet you'll have a blast in college :)

Tons of love and support--Mary

Hey I'm sorry it took me forever to get back to you!  Even though you may not talk to God now, he still loves you the same, and always will :)  Good luck with your diet, I probably need to do the same, I've ate awful this week!  I'll join the diet with ya haha!  Best wishes to you :)

Tons of love--Mary

Glad to here that you are goign to start college soon. I am goign to miss ya. Feel like you are going away or something. Its all good. I am going to be hitting you up like always anyway. Smooches sexy. Glad to here about the modeling thing. Dont forget me when you get up there...lmao

[Angelic Breeze]

Hey girlie!  Thank you so much for the advice, it was great :)  And thanks too for the encouragement.  I know you said you used to talk about God and stuff...do you still have a relationship with him?  He's awesome :)  I'm glad ya had a fun weekend!  You model?!  That's really cool, I think it'd be fun to model.  Welp thank you so much for the comments, talk to ya later!

Tons of love--Mary

Hey, yeah it's very sad and wrong.  You sound like you're pretty busy!  Good luck with college :)  Teehee wish me luck as well, I'm going back for my first year!

<3Mary

Thank you!  I hope you enjoyed your Sunday as well :)  Nope I don't have one!  Talk to ya later, thank you for the comment :D

Tons of love~

I'm glad you had fun!  Haha I'm scared of heights too.  Summer is definitely going by too fast, I feel the same way!

<3Mary

Congrats with college!  I'm starting my first year as well and I'm really excited :)  Six Flags is sooo much fun!  I hope you have a blast! 

Tons of love~

Hey thanks for the comment!  Ugh I HATED filling out papers for financial aid when I first started.  Best of luck to you with the papers and with college!  Talk to ya later :)

<3Mary

thnx 4 the comment. Eli ¢¾

Hey I'm glad you're back!  I loove the tattoos and your hair looks very pretty.  Congrats on the new job and good luck with school!

<3Mary

Hey, i havent't been on here for awhile and i checked into your diary to see what you were doing. Apparently ALOT! lol. Im glad things are going good and nice pictures on your other entry!

NiCoLe ReNeE

I understand how ya feel.....

The shopping sounds like fun!  Yay for new and cute outfits :)  Thanks for the good luck, I definitely need it haha :p  Ttyl

Much love--Mary

Thank you :]  Yep they have a website, here it is: http://www.curves.com/  I go tomorrow, I'm very excited!

Lots of love--Mary

thank you soooooo much!!!!!

aww you are pretty!!

your comment helped alot!!!!!!

me&&him talked on the phoen and worked things almost all the way out:):):( im 14 he will be 14 this month on the 31st:):))

   thats a pic of me && him on friday after he helped me 2 stop crying:)

but thanx again

Curves is a fitness program!  It includes exercise exercise exercise! haha :p  Which is definitely what I need lol.  I'm going there tomorrow so I'll know more about it then.  Talk to ya later :)

Much love--Mary

Yep gaining weight sucks!  The dancing sounds like fun :]  I'm 19.  She's been stealing other people's diary entries and saying awful things I'd rather not repeat lol.  She's just been stirring up a lot of trouble.  Ttyl

Much love--Mary

You're welcome :)  Yeah I will be careful with the Tylenol p.m.'s :p  I don't mind that you added me!  Talk to ya later :]

Much love--Mary

hey u luk the cutest in ur first two pics

i like the rest too!!

sorry about ur bumpy head...it must really hurt

well abt showing off ur legs and kissing a guy in 4th grade it wasnt true so thats why i got mad plus he made me sound like a slut which really sucks!!

You will be ok though. Don't worry about anything. It will all go well.

awww thanks for your comment
sex is awesome anyway
but under the full moon on a beautiful night...
is amazing
if you ever do try it, you will NEVER forget that moment.
i know i wont.
its just so passionate.

i am so inlove. its fun !!!

um, i have one on my ancle, there is a pic of it in my diary.
i have pink crossbones on each of my inner wrist
i have a playboy bunny on my lower belly
i have a pixie on my upper back
and i have a tribal design on my lower back
i dont know how many more im gonna get but im sure ill have many more before i quit
they are very addicting.
i also have my tongue pierced. i love it.
i am so addicted to piercings and tattoos.
they are too much fun!!!
but yea i remember you used to comment me on my carebearfreak diary.
i wanna go back and write in it again but people alrady know me as hotpinksuicide now...so oh well.
well take care sweetie.
your pics are so pretty.

thanks for your comment... it was really nice!!! 

Ali

xxx

omg sweetie, your pics are soooooooo cute
:-)
and your tattoo is cute too, i just got my 6th one on my ancle, last month im not even 18 yet
=|
but im about to be 18
and honey you are defently not fat, you are absloutely gorgeous
AnD i MeAn ThAt! ! !
but im glad you updated.
keep on updating !!!
Take care dollface.

Beautiful!  Thank you so much for sharing this with us!

  Have a Blessed Night,

       Jewel

   So glad to read that you have been enjoying life and that things are good!  YAY!

  Thank you for your sweet comment!

  Have a blessed day!,

      Jewel

Glad you had a good thanksgiving!

I just looked thru some of your pics, you are so cute! I love your hair

[Sexymama717]

  Glad that you had a good Thanksgiving!  Thank You for the note.

  Have a Blessed Night,

        Jewel

Wow your really pretty, but if a modeling agency wants your to pay money don't, I read that somewhere, so yea don't join that one! Take care.

Ela xxx

 Giggles,

  Thank you for the sweet note.  Thank you for letting me know that you like my writing!  You are precious!

  Have a blessed night,

      Jewel

P.S. Update soon and let me know how you are doing!

Im just...i dunno i was pissed cause i worked hard and i got second hand results. I work for A's an di didnt get and A. It affects me...

Heart hugs! I'm so sorry for your pain. I have bipolar disorder so I understand depression and the terrible thoughts that it makes one have. The medications really help.  Can you talk to your mom about how you are feeling?

  I said a prayer for you.

   Wishing you a brighter day tomorrow,

             Jewel

[Jeweliet]

OMG! I love your nails, they are so cute!

Ashley

Seems like you have been having some drunken fun lately. Church was good on friday for the day of the Pastor. Wish you could have made it. But anyway..love ya and talk to ya when ever the time permits babe...and sorry about leavinf ya hanging yesterday. - Sophie

Hope all is well. Miss ya lots...but ya should know that already. Update me soon with what is going on. I know that school takes up alot of time and it will for me soon too with LEDA classes starting tomorrow. Gotta go. I gotta sing tonight and I need to start rehearsing. Wish me luck. Love ya lots babe and good luck with school. Hopefully talk to ya soon.

 -Sophie

Like I told you...nothing has changed between if that is what it means as you say. Let the record show that I don't give a fuxck what you do and you will always be my girl. Right now and always I have never been in the position to judge anyone and I am not judging you. I would be in the same dillema if I were you and I know what you are going through. I will still love you no matter what and no matter what you do....as long as you don't intentionally try to hurt me....and nothing you do can ever change that. So you have a weakness for a sexual pleasure....so do the rest of us...and if ya don't....you are either lieing or you really just are bullsh*tting yourself.....Don't feel like you can't walk into church or that you won't b loved....ppl have done worse things.....trust me....I have done things that I fail to want to mention....everyone has something that they needs to pray about or things of you are me....that you really just need God to forgive you for and bear with. God understands and he will help us if we try to commit. I have a hard time trying to commit, but I am taking it one day at a time. Don't worry maddy...everything will be fine...although it is much easier for me to tell you then believe it for my own welfare...I am trying to believe that God will forgive me one day for knowing exactly what is wrong and doing it anyway....I will pray for you too. Call me whenever so we can talk...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT.....NO MATTER WHAT.....YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND MADELINE......NEVER FORGET THAT......WE WILL BE GIRLS TILL THE END....NO DOUBT..LOVE YA LIKE A FAT KID LOVES CAKE AND A PUERTO RICAN LOVES RICE AND BEANS....HOLLA WHEN YA READY TO TALK...... - Sophie